My “DRAFTS”..

It has happened quite a few number of times in the past few days that i have actually come to this page, barely wrote two alphabets and saved those as a treasured possession in the folder closest to my heart “DRAFTS”… Someone said that ‘True feelings are always found in the words that are hidden behind the label drafts..’ and this is something that is so true.. For years this folder has been the sole support system that has withstood the test of time.. Its been more than 2 decades since god bestowed this planet with me and ever since i can recall, a pen and paper have been the only two friends i have known.. people have come and people have gone but they have stood back and supported… heartbroken, ditched, laughed at, failure, success… they have been there absolutely throughout..

“And well, as boring and as super emotional i may sound, the truth is i am far from this state today.. 1.46 AM, precisely the exact time at which i started writing this.. this time of the day reminded me of something.. a very special someone close to the heart… farther apart.. but yes close to the heart…  The magical time is history today but the memories it created will continue to survive..” — DRAFT 1

“When i am alone, i think of all the friends i have known, but when i dial the telephone, no one’s Home.. A Rejection can’t deter me from achieving what i really want to…” — DRAFT 2

” today i want somebody to comfort me with some lies.. for there has been so much truth around me all these days..” — DRAFT 3

and the list would probably go on and on for pages..  all my drafts… all my life there have only a handful who have found way into these pages.. and the ones who do are the one’s who would never ever hurt intentionally atleast…

Pouring feelings on paper is much more easier than saying it out loud… i am afraid today i did something really bad and surprisingly this time i didn’t have the urge to put it down…

“A friend someone has been… expects the same from me.. but how can i see you.. with someone who is not me…” — DRAFT 1213134230472852496582639862839

And yet again , confessing this has been much more easy on http://www.apg612.wordpress.com than the person who i really wanted to say this too…

DRAFTS O DRAFTS… WHY ART THOU RULE MY LIFE>>>

BESTOW THE COURAGE ONTO ME TO FACE THE ONE …. JUST TH EONE WHO DESERVES TO KNOW EVERY SINGLE BIT OF THIS>….  :/ 😐 :/ 😐 :/ 😐

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